I shouldn’t be this nervous about a doctor’s appointment. My head knows this. Yet my anxiety meter is set pretty high, I’m shaky, and even though I’m exhausted I can’t sleep. I’m trying to convince myself that the pains I’m feeling are psychosomatic or anxiety-based but I’m not buying it apparently. A few more hours and then I can laugh at myself and these fears…right?

Related posts for this to make sense:

• FEAR: Life and Health Evaluation
• FEAR Update: Appointments